going through my finances was rough today. Last summer, I would only spend $6-12.00 on groceries per month. And I’m starting to have periods again. I know I’m supposedly doing better now but it all feels so bad.
Being a little daring with how much I’ll charge for commission. Throwing up a little in my studio while I wait for a response to my proposed estimate.
Both anarchism and gift exchange share the assumption that it is not when a part of the self is inhibited and restrained, but when a part of the self is given away, that community appears.Hyde, The Gift
I got all dressed up today but no one’s even going to see me in my studio. Ooop.
the hardest days are after I eat too much. I get to feel both terribly guilty and also physically terrible.